Siguro kelangan ko na tanggapin ang katotohanan na hindi ko na talaga kayang abutin ang ibang bagay na gusto ko pang gawin at gusto ko pang maabot. I think I should stop pressuring myself and just let things happen as they come. I am really tired. I am really exhausted. Days like these, I should be happy. That one special day that only comes once in a year should make me happy. But why am I feeling this way?